metanoia's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- If I could stop crying If i could stop crying, I would the pain keeps me company Now, my heart is fast filling with salty tears, replacing sweet blood and forcing my body to live in an anesthetized briny sea. I vacillate between deep pain and deadened nothingness. Empty, aching. Oh, I know maybe I'll stop crying someday. I just don't know that I will want to. Maybe I won't. I will always cry when I think of him. I know I will always cry. The end is as I saw it - in a flash - the moment he spoke my name... and yet I would do it all again, bear the heartache, even though I don't understand why I would willingly expose my heart to the pain. But it was my heart that was making the decisions and I, I just went along for a wonderful, thrilling, delicious ride. I would do it again. No regrets. So, if I could stop crying, I would. But, it wouldn't really do any good. 11:36 a.m. - 2006-02-14 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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