metanoia's Diaryland Diary

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2013-02-07 - a disconnect
2010-10-12 - Tennis and Insecurity
2010-06-22 - My Cheshire Cat
2010-06-08 - Grandson visit
2010-05-25 - Still sick
2010-02-09 - The family is receiving friends...
2010-02-02 - Blue Feathers, 11:11 and Betty
2010-01-08 - Ice and solitude
2009-11-28 - Moving Fences
2009-10-04 - Where to from here?
2009-09-07 - reading backwards
2009-06-16 - Disturbing Letter
2009-06-15 - Self Loathing
2009-01-29 - Fear and Grandson
2008-12-08 - Nothing to bitch about
2008-12-06 - In the Bleak Midwinter
2008-12-05 - Funeral
2008-07-16 - That Voice
2008-07-15 - of turquoise houses and guinea pigs
2008-07-15 - of turquoise houses and guinea pigs
2008-07-09 - He's over it
2008-05-28 - The ashes are in da house!
2008-05-20 - spring fever
- a recent birthday
2008-05-14 - Why do I write?
2008-04-05 - not writing
2007-11-06 - I was golden
2007-11-06 - I was golden
2007-10-25 - A fish is sometimes a friend
2007-10-24 - It's good to be back
2007-04-17 - At Least
2006-12-31 - Irresolute
2006-10-30 - Ruby Returns
2006-10-20 - Secret Anniversaries of the Heart
2006-10-06 - Terminals
2006-09-26 - Stinky but Nice
2006-09-23 - Cat Pee Duvet
2006-09-20 - We are all of us broken
2006-09-14 - Darrell's News
2006-08-25 - Metaphors for life
2006-08-21 - I Croak Alone
2006-08-18 - Turning Points
2006-08-11 - Ennui go...
2006-07-21 - Whose life is this?
2006-07-21 - Friday Commute
2006-07-20 - Junk People
2006-07-18 - I want him to know
2006-07-16 - She stood alone
2006-07-13 - Liberrys
2006-07-10 - time and days
2006-06-29 - 5 questions
2006-06-28 - No Regrets
2006-06-27 - Birds fledge
2006-06-25 - Not yet had my Phil
2006-06-24 - Goth and Dot
2006-04-07 - Jesus Loves Me, But He Only Likes You
2006-04-06 - I Could Be Dead
2006-04-03 - Rat Cages
2006-03-30 - Faith is Black and White
2006-03-29 - Martha vs Mary
2006-03-28 - I'll cross that bridge
2006-03-27 - Introspection and a new dog
2006-03-27 - Holding Hands
2006-03-24 - Some Loves
2006-03-24 - A yearning ended
2006-03-23 - Some things my father taught me
2006-03-07 - I saw myself on a bus
2006-03-05 - Everything Counts
2006-03-04 - Train tracks and crossroads
2006-03-03 - Grace flows
2006-03-02 - Always change your oil
2006-03-02 - Muffin-an analogy
2006-03-01 - Rend Thy Heart
2006-02-23 - I won but still no cure for cancer
2006-02-23 - Fat Girls
2006-02-18 - Quiet, subordinated rebellion
2006-02-17 - I feel great
2006-02-16 - sunrise
2006-02-16 - The mire
2006-02-15 - Heart's equal time
2006-02-15 - Heart's equal time
2006-02-15 - Tears
2006-02-15 - Unraveling
2006-02-14 - If I could stop crying
2006-02-13 - Alone and Alone
2006-02-13 - Surrounded by Death
2006-01-24 - Nephew's DUI
2006-01-19 - Junie
2006-01-12 - Training Wheels
2006-01-11 - Rear-ended
2006-01-10 - Cataclysm and Meth
2006-01-09 - Loss and a Memory
2006-01-06 - Its all about me
2006-01-05 - We are Family
2006-01-03 - The heart must sleep sometime...
2005-12-28 - Gutted Truth
2005-12-21 - Christmas Cowers
2005-12-20 - prayer and pity
2005-12-14 - Near the Heart
2005-12-13 - test
2005-08-06 - Home Alone
2005-05-20 - My demons
2005-05-19 - Fig Basil Sorbet
2005-05-12 - It must be a sign
2005-05-06 - I don't care
2005-04-27 - Children Do Not Listen
2005-04-26 - Convenient Christianity
2005-04-25 - No Maybes and church sniper
2005-04-22 - Bone Knowledge
2005-04-18 - Public Speaking and Me
2005-04-06 - I swim in a stream of consciousness
2005-04-05 - I care more
2005-04-04 - I'm off-season
2005-03-29 - Counter-measures
2005-03-03 - Change
2005-03-01 - Bobby's Breakfast Burrito
2005-02-11 - Morning Yoga
2005-01-25 - 1.8 lbs
2005-01-13 - Truth, revisited
2005-01-06 - Random Thoughts
2004-12-20 - My tree, my BP
2004-12-16 - BPBPBPBPBP
2004-12-15 - My BP
2004-12-14 - Fruity Farts
2004-12-09 - The point of no return
2004-12-08 - Oh, I dunno
2004-12-03 - My brother is dead, Part II
2004-11-18 - My brother is dead, Part I
2004-11-03 - a lonely donkey update
2004-10-28 - How I spent my summer 'vacation'...
2004-10-01 - I want my mommy
2004-09-17 - My hair looks like shit
2004-09-15 - Moldy Bread
2004-08-27 - Aunt Clara
2004-08-24 - Incomplete Obituary
2004-08-18 - Grave Secrets
2004-08-13 - Multi-tasking Does Not a Completed Task Make
2004-08-12 - It's only string...
2004-08-05 - Peace
2004-08-04 - You point your toe with your ass (and other important things I learned in ballet class).
2004-08-03 - To Dave B.
2004-07-23 - Gross-eries
2004-07-12 - Cleaners Wake up Call
2004-07-09 - Bury your dead
2004-07-08 - Items
2004-06-10 - Getting Older
2004-06-09 - Not an Update
2004-06-04 - Emote! Emote!
2004-06-03 - Bleah
2004-05-27 - Rehearsal Dinner Flurry
2004-05-26 - La Jolla Begins
2004-05-25 - Touchdown in So Cal
2004-05-24 - Hurtling through the blackness
2004-05-11 - Lonely Donkey
2004-04-28 - Taking Certain \"Truths\" With Me
2004-04-16 - Wrote Myself a Note
2004-04-15 - Bake a Cake World
2004-04-14 - Girl Friends
2004-04-08 - Rambling and Vague
2004-03-25 - Animals Names
2004-03-24 - The wedding is coming up
2004-03-18 - One Foot
2004-03-12 - Who knows
2004-03-11 - NO, YOU listen to ME
2004-03-02 - Good times, bad woman
2004-02-13 - Shopping for a dress
2004-02-12 - Fabric
2004-02-11 - Last of the bills
2004-02-06 - The Big Cleanout - detour
2004-01-28 - Disappointment
2004-01-22 - Respects Authority
2004-01-21 - More Closet Purging
2004-01-16 - Ballet Bag
2004-01-15 - Keys
2004-01-06 - Soup sucker
2004-01-02 - New Year 2004
2003-12-30 - Dogs
2003-12-23 - -
2003-12-19 - Check is in the mail
2003-12-18 - Almost free
2003-12-10 - Dramatic Exits
2003-12-09 - Donkey or Burro?
2003-12-04 - Hydrogenated Oil
2003-12-03 - Reality and dreams collide
2003-12-02 - Pass the Gravy
2003-11-26 - My father
2003-11-25 - Where's Peetie? And other lies...
2003-11-19 - I love you, but I don't remember you
2003-11-18 - Entry gone - bye bye
2003-11-13 - Smokie the Androgynous Kitten
2003-11-12 - It's my body and I'll die if I want to
2003-11-07 - That's the plan
2003-11-06 - i got a ticket
2003-11-06 - Soupy and thick with Saliva
2003-11-05 - Don't judge me
2003-10-31 - Come on it's easy money
2003-10-30 - Late Ballet
2003-10-29 - I am a pussy
2003-10-28 - Peace
2003-10-27 - Make up your own choices
2003-10-23 - Maybe that was what I was thinking
2003-10-22 - Between living and dying
2003-10-15 - Truth fact dichotomy
2003-10-13 - Easy Open
2003-10-10 - You could always \"test\" the battery
2003-10-09 - The ins and outs of masturbation
2003-10-02 - Muffin
2003-10-01 - Getting older
2003-09-26 - Kleeshay, now where was I?
2003-09-25 - Remember to pick me up!
2003-09-24 - I'm Alive!
2003-09-23 - Mr. Toad and the Litany of Suck-i-ness
2003-09-19 - Goodnight, Tony
2003-09-19 - Lost it
2003-09-18 - Is my hair growing?
2003-09-17 - Goodbyes
2003-09-16 - Eating bugs
2003-09-15 - Moody K
2003-09-11 - Death, Rape
2003-09-10 - Lacking Power
2003-09-09 - Scum Face
2003-09-05 - Family
2003-09-02 - Why am I in this room?
2003-08-29 - Precious Time
2003-08-28 - An Entry, Nonetheless
2003-08-26 - Tony's last straw
2003-08-11 - I am so easy to live with
2003-08-08 - 43 People in the World
2003-08-07 - Sink or swim
2003-08-06 - Aunt Deen & The Flintstones
2003-08-05 - Talking cars, secret clubs
2003-08-01 - Credit gone
2003-07-30 - San Diego, then and now
2003-07-29 - Old and fat - bait and switch
2003-07-24 - Time and a little antibiotics
2003-07-23 - No Juice for YOU!
2003-07-22 - July 3
2003-07-21 - And so it began . . .
2003-06-20 - The inlaws are coming, hurrah, hurrah
2003-06-18 - Cockroach in Car
2003-06-17 - Drive or Die!
2003-06-11 - Painted Dreams
2003-06-10 - Funk
2003-06-09 - done
2003-05-30 - Party Lines and Shoe Size
2003-05-28 - Lies and Hair
2003-05-27 - New mower at 5 am
2003-05-27 - Good Taste
2003-05-23 - Truth and My Crappy Diary
2003-05-22 - A rutted road
2003-05-20 - -
2003-05-12 - A New Dog, Box & Thieving Preacher
2003-05-09 - A box, a book and a duck
2003-05-07 - Paying Bills & A Perfect Poem
2003-05-01 - Invisibility
2003-04-28 - 8 frogs & even more beautiful
2003-04-25 - brownies and survivor
2003-04-24 - Niece and nice
2003-04-18 - Resolutions
2003-04-17 - A place for me
2003-04-16 - Shame
2003-04-10 - If you knew the real me....
2003-04-04 - Fear
2003-04-03 - Self examination
2003-04-02 - The chase
2003-04-01 - Hairy Ass Art Gallery
2003-03-31 - Advice
2003-03-28 - Is there a word for a dead dream?
2003-03-27 - Dreams 101 - a prerequisite
2003-03-26 - It begins with one step
2003-03-25 - Blogging
2003-03-24 - Burning dreams
2003-03-21 - Goodbye Hollywood
2003-03-20 - There is a God
2003-03-18 - -
2003-03-17 - Fear Fairy
2003-03-10 - Inner Dialogues
2003-03-07 - Pneumonia dead dog wedding
2003-03-06 - Other Mother
2003-03-05 - Brother in a box
2003-03-04 - Refrigerator bombs
2003-03-03 - Sweetie
2003-03-01 - Sweetie
2003-02-28 - Other mother
2003-02-27 - Love is a slender thread
2003-02-26 - More Edukashun
2003-02-21 - Black Holiness Purse
2003-02-20 - dysplastic nevis
2003-02-19 - Mary Mac Change
2003-02-18 - Nite Nite
2003-02-10 - beadshow
2003-02-07 - -
2003-02-06 - hair wars
2003-02-05 - To school or not to school
2003-02-04 - Locked keys in new car
2003-02-03 - -